April 17, 2000
 

    Lalalalalalalalala...............Oh, morphine is absolutely wonderful!  I can see how people get addicted to it.  Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.  I had several shots of it at the hospital, and although I hurt, I really don't care.

    I'm home from the hospital, but very woozy.  The entire breast is covered and it hurts with a sharp, stabbing pain.  The doctor said he took a large clean cut in the area.  He won't have the results from pathology until Thursday, so I won't know anything more until then.

    I'm very dizzy and I have to use my cane to steady myself, but I don't think I'm hurting too badly.  Of course, it could be that the drugs simply haven't worn off yet.

    The doctor confirmed my worse fear.  With the large scar that I'll have and it's location, I'll never make it into the Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition.

    I have mentioned I like this morphine?

    I have some percocet(spelling?) to use when the morphine wears off.  I might not be coherent until Thursday.

    That's about all I feel like rambling about.....I'll be back maybe tomorrow.

One year ago today