January 27, 2002
 
Marginal
Notes:

Diet start date 1/11.  Total Weight Loss to reach goal:  74.8 lbs

Total Weight 
Loss to date:
  9.4 lbs.

No news about
any jobs.

Weather:
Getting warmer.
The snow is
gone.  It might
be up to 60 degrees by Monday
 

I can’t believe that it is Sunday evening and I FORGOT to do laundry this weekend.  FORGOT IT!  I always do laundry.  It’s my life.  It completely slipped my mind today.  I just put some in the machine so Ryan will have his favorite pants clean to wear to school tomorrow.  Good thing I have the next 2 days off to get it caught up.

I did have a wicked migraine for most of the day so I will say that’s my excuse for forgetting the washing.  My head felt as though someone was hitting on the temple.  It was a constant throbbing.  I took Imitrex and it didn’t help.  I finally took 800mg of Ibuprofen and a short nap and that knocked most of it out.  I lost the entire day to the headache.

I didn’t call to check on Dad either.  This guilt is eating at me.  I think that’s why I had the migraine.  I don’t know why I feel so guilty.  Everyone feels that I’m doing the right thing for Dad.  Maybe it’s because I haven’t told him yet?  But, how do you tell someone that you’re using their money to pay for their funeral?  I don’t know if he would understand or just think that I was wishing he would die.

Please Lord give me the strength and wisdom that I need to do what must be done.

Today I am thankful for:

1:  Naps when they come easily.
2:  Peace of mind.  Something I'm very much in need of now.
3:  Salada tea with milk.
4:  Relish on hot dogs.
5:  Cherry Coke.

The sleeping porch of the cabin

 

 
One year ago today